In memory of Me

Friday, June 22, 2007

Submission...


Yesterday, I saw death coming... 45 minutes in the middle of the highway, the cars passing me by, and i just sat there welcoming the collision, welcoming death... I smiled and wished it would just hit me and get it over with... I tried to visualize the intense pain i would feel after being crushed by those cars... It felt good, it felt better than the life I find myself in right now!! Some greater power decided it wasn't my time yet, that i had yet more suffering to take and that peace and serenity would not come easily for me... For the first time in a long time, I am submissive...

Saturday, June 9, 2007

a little dooness... exposed


A Available or single: Neither ;p

B Best friend- Someone who's actions speak before their words

C Cake or pie – Pie

E Essential item- mornin coffee and mornin shower

F Favourite color- RED

G Gummy bears or worms- Gummy bears

H Home town- Pluto/K-town/ home to me is not a place!!

I Indulgence- COFFEE, dark chocolate, sheesha :D

J January or February- January

K kids- adorable!! but some are just lil devils

L Life - I'm sick of it and i have nothing else to say ... but u meet people who make ur life worth living, just for them :*

M Marriage - its a lie, and a waste of time and energy and heart... one is better off without it

N Number of siblings - 1 bro

O Oranges or Apples- apples

P Phobias- claustrophobic, and cockroaches :s and fear of TK's haha

Q Favourite quote - “you cannot find peace by avoiding life” Reem :*

R Reason to smile- when daddy visits me and tells me he's proud of his little girl, RAIN, the Ocean, cloudy days...

S Season- Winter

T Tag 3 people- lol la mabee

U Unknown fact about me - its meant to be unknown ;) legafa !!!

V/W Worst habit- pulling out my eyelashes

X/Y Your favourite food- Sushi, Big Macs, SOUP.... the list goes on !! i love food !! and oh, anything my momma makes...

Z Zodiac- Rat :p